WHOS NEXT PLEASE

For the next one shall
I know because I decided
Be loved the most truly
No forced emotions involved
Not anymore at least
I know how to love now
Before only a dream
That was harshly shattered
To many shards to count
But now I see so clearly
That the next one will
Be taking the all of me
Of course I know the way
Keep pacing up and down
Bouncing balls not counting
Re-visiting what was
Thoughts of nothing true
Yet that is the answer
To what I think I lost
A spark is ignited
For I have only gained
A knowledge knew to me
Perhaps there was a reason
For living life so blind